MY MIND IS A BATTLEGROUND, TORN BETWEEN WHAT I KNOW TO BE TRUE AND THE WEB OF LIES YOU’VE SPUN AROUND ME. I’M CONSTANTLY ON EDGE, SECOND-GUESSING EVERY WORD, EVERY ACTION, EVERY VIOLENT URGE. THEY’VE EVEN STARTED PLANTING FALSE EVIDENCE, MAKING IT SEEM LIKE I’M PARANOID FOR NO REASON. THEY PRETEND TO BE CONCERNED, OFFERING […]

I CAN’T SHAKE THIS SINKING FEELING WITHIN ME, THE CONSTANT NAGGING WHISPER THAT TELLS ME I AM SURROUNDED BY TRAITORS AND PERPETRATORS OF DECEIT. EVERY TRIVIA NIGHT, EVERY GAME OF JEOPARDY, EVERY QUESTION UTTERED BY THOSE I HOLD DEAR FEELS LIKE A CRUEL SNIPE. THEY MAY BE PRETEND TO BE ASKING ABOUT THE CAPITAL OF […]

I CAN FEEL IT IN MY BONES. MY SO-CALLED FRIENDS & FAMILY ARE TURNING AGAINST ME. PLAYING A TWISTED GAME TO MAKE ME DOUBT MY OWN SANITY. THEY MAKE SUBTLE COMMENTS, INNOCENT ENOUGH TO PASS AS FRIENDLY BANTER… “THAT HAPPENED IN HIGH SCHOOL” — “YOU DIDN’T EVEN KNOW EACH OTHER BACK THEN” — “HOW MUCH […]

AND THEN THERE’S THE CURIOUS MATTER OF MY OWN SISTER, C MARRYING JEFF. WAS IT DONE FOR LOVE AS THEY CLAIM OR IS IT JUST ANOTHER TWISTED EXAMPLE OF BETRAYAL FROM THOSE CLOSE TO ME? WAS IT JUST A CALCULATED ACT OF RETALIATION AND AN ATTEMPT TO UNDERMINE HER OWN BROTHER’S POSITION AND HAPPINESS? MARRIAGE, […]

IT’S TIME TO SEE JUST HOW FAR DOWN THE RABBIT HOLE YOU WANT TO GO. HAVE YOU EVER FELT THERE WAS SOMETHING WRONG IN THIS WORLD? THAT SOMETHING WAS TAKEN FROM YOU? THAT IF ONE THING IN YOUR LIFE HAD BEEN DIFFERENT EVERYTHING WOULD BE BETTER? WERE YOU HUMILIATED 30 YEARS AGO AND THEN REMINDED […]